7/27/16
I write this letter because I have missed you, and now, you have come back to me.
I have felt you in my dreams.
I have seen you in my memories.
Days gone by, many lifetimes ago,
on horses we'd ride.
You, Elohim, M. D.
King of the land and a healer; giving of yourself by aiding those who need you.
Me, your Queen, bathing you in golden rays of Sun, and juices from my lips.
You and I.
Strolling through castles, we make melancholy moods unattainable as we ride through lands ....and mountains....through streams....
and rivers...and...
Love.
The touch of my hand upon your chest compels you to take me in your arms and hold me....gently...slowly.
Kiss me.
I am submerged in the abyss of your eyes, your voice, your... breath.
Our souls tangle and twist in kundalini spirals as we are lost in each other's arms...
until guards and soldiers form at the door, to take you.....
away.
My King.
We meet again.
Let's continue in this lifetime.
I have missed you.
7/27/16- I Await
So you're the one that I've been waiting for.
I thought I knew exactly what was in store,
when
our
eyes
met.
But ever since that day one year ago,
Thoughts of you consumed my mind, although,
I
don't
know
you?
Thinking of us making love causes utter speechlessness.
Your presence entices my thighs...mmm, come and caress,
me
with
your
mouth
on
my
ass.
My breasts beg for your teeth to clinch my jewels
Tender, pulsating desires begin to rule
my
every
exotic
move
towards
you.
....and I taste you.
....and you taste me.
...and we moan in ecstasy as you
delve
deeper
into
my
earth.
I can't stop, won't stop
thinking...
of.....
you.
Come in...
Take me
4/27/16
Mmmm....
I awake to the glorious sound of Her tapping against
My window.....
Cadence, yet...... Susurrus...
A gentle breeze accompanies Her arrival.....Misty.....Moist.....Wet.
I am Encapsulated.....
Mesmerized.....
BEwitched.
She'll BE the muse for this morning's meditation.....
tap-tap,
sprinkle-sprinkle,
trickle-trickle.......
"Ommmm"
Tranquility.
I welcome You; Your Delicacy... Your Shear Sensuality... Goddess of Fertility. Embrace Me......
Cleansing....
Purifying.....
Fortifying.
3/17/16
With my busy life and hectic schedule,You are never far from my mind.I crave You.The thought of Your lips caressing every part of me,....enticing me.........alluring me........desiring me.....brings feelings of ecstasy to my thighs.I miss You.I long for the moment that our eyes meet, again; for Your hands to be placed upon my hips, and Your fingers to pulsate in my pivotal, private place.I want You.I patiently await.See You soon.
3/8/16
Breaking up is never easy. But sometimes it's necessary. I find myself in a place of self reflection quite often these days. I turn to you. I place my hands upon you, and I feel....I listen. This love thing is.....I'm growing so much.I've grown so much.But I want what I want. ......and I won't settle, ever again. 
2/29/16
I feel full today; pregnant with creativity, fantasies, and desires. And although my belly feels full with thoughts, unending, I'm still hungry.
2/14/16
Shall I feed you, Beloved?
What's your pleasure?
Masculine? Feminine?
Male? Female?
Or should I just eat ice cream?
Day 2-2/6/16
I Remember
You held my babies!!! I remember.
Jamaikah; Gentle
Frank: Fiery
Jalyn: Strong
Suhailah: Sensitive
Thank you for your strength and tenacity as I carried my children within your arms.
2/5/16
I want to first apologize to you for all that I have put you through. Today, you feel sad, and painful. I've taken this year to let you rest. I want to give you an opportunity to regroup from the times I've had sex with him over the past 14 years, and was not happy. I know that I used you. I've used you many, many times.
I apologize, and, I love you.
