The Healing Presence of Rain

4/27/16

Mmmm....
  I awake to the glorious sound of Her tapping against 
  My window.....
  Cadence, yet...... Susurrus...
 
A gentle breeze accompanies Her arrival.....Misty.....Moist.....Wet.

I am Encapsulated.....
               Mesmerized.....
                     BEwitched.

She'll BE the muse for this morning's meditation..... 
         tap-tap, 
                  sprinkle-sprinkle, 
                                       trickle-trickle.......
                               
                                        "Ommmm"
Tranquility.

I welcome You; Your Delicacy... Your Shear Sensuality... Goddess of Fertility. Embrace Me...... 

      Cleansing....
                       Purifying.....
Fortifying.

Mmmmmm

3/17/16

With my busy life and hectic schedule,
You are never far from my mind.

I crave You.

The thought of Your lips caressing every part of me,
....enticing me.....
....alluring me....
....desiring me.....
brings feelings of ecstasy to my thighs.
I miss You.

I long  for the moment that our eyes meet, again; for Your hands to be placed upon my hips, and Your fingers to pulsate in my pivotal, private place.

I want You.

I patiently await.

See You soon. 

​Lessons in Love

3/8/16


​Breaking up is never easy. But sometimes it's necessary. I find myself in a place of self reflection quite often these days. I turn to you. I place my hands upon you, and I feel....I listen. 

This love thing is.....

I'm growing so much.

I've grown so much.

But I want what I want. 

......and I won't settle, ever again. 

My Belly is Full

       2/29/16

I feel full today; pregnant with creativity, fantasies, and desires. And although my belly feels full with thoughts, unending, I'm still hungry. 

   

                                         

Shall I Feed You?

2/14/16

                                    Shall I feed you, Beloved?
​                                 What's your pleasure?
                              Masculine? Feminine?
                                       Male? Female?
                         Or should I just eat ice cream?


                                   
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I Remember

Day 2-2/6/16 

I Remember
​You held my babies!!! I remember.
Jamaikah; Gentle
Frank: Fiery
Jalyn: Strong
Suhailah: Sensitive

Thank you for your strength and tenacity as I carried my children within your arms.
   

My Apology

2/5/16
I want to first apologize to you for all that I have put you through. Today, you feel sad, and painful. I've taken this year to let you rest. I want to give you an opportunity to regroup from the times I've had sex with him over the past 14 years, and was not happy. I know that I used you. I've used you many, many times.
​

I apologize, and, I love you.